Today was technically a good day in regards to Scotts lungs and the fact that we are beginning to wean him off some of the medications that make him so foggy.
However, I am begging you all to pray. Today the doctor informed Mom Fedor and I that Scotts spinal cord is severed. I need to inquire a bit more about how they exactly know that because I thought they said that there was no true way to know without an MRI. I wasn’t aware that they had done one so pray that this is a bit of a miscommunication.
In addition, the doctor explained to us that since Scott is on a ventilator he will have the ability to choose whether he wants to continue on with this battle. I wasn’t even aware that this would be an issue. I’m petrified. Please please please please pray that Scott has the courage to fight. I have no idea what I would do without him. He is my best friend. I know his body isn’t what is was but his mind is and that is what I fell in love with.
I am also have a tough day. I need prayers because as Scott is getting more awake he is seemingly angry as to be expected. I need to get in a better mindset so I can help bring him up. It’s so hard at times.
Thank you again for all your prayers and inspirational messages.